self and non-self

The Self and Non-Self, Anattā in Buddhism. In the particular lies the universal.

Most of my life i've been walking in the shadows, fairly invisible. I didn't mind. I never felt the need to take up space, as i didn't truly fit in into this world. That changed drastically during my Saturn Return.

A phase of deep self-reflection and soul-searching. It resulted in a big I-AM-ness. I've never felt so alive, and purposeful, by being fully landed here on Earth.

A decade later i found the term for this not-fitting-in: a StarSeed, with its core into Belonging of this Becoming, for her more an un.Becoming. Thus gave me this clear mission statement. ♡